Internet Bullies, Cyberstalkers and Liars!

This is it for me. I am going to end it with the following beautiful story and I hope it will help anyone that is going through the hell of being bullied by cruel, evil people with no love in their hearts. And that is the main cause behind this type of cruelty . . . these are people that have no love inside. I have plenty and here is an example of love at work . . . I mean . . . play.

THE SADNESS HAS TURNED TO LAUGHTER!

Since October 16th, 2011 I have been cyber bullied by a completely deranged woman named Kimberly Glasnapp that I fostered two dogs for.

In November of 2008, I was cyber bullied by Psychic Chip Coffey and his friends Tammy Alenduff and Tanila Price and it continues to this day. The worst of the bunch Tanila, a 62 year old Hillbilly from hell has a Google alert on my name and she gleefully jumps at any opportunity to hurt me often using fake names but I can always tell it’s her.

Last night, a friend and aspiring actress in New York called me for a reading. She was so distressed because not only has she been bullied for the last five months, but her computer was hacked as well and this caused her so much pain that she ended up in the hospital from anxiety. I read for her and I told her I wanted to gift her a guided meditation.

I guided my friend on a journey and we specifically asked that her heart be healed from the pain of being bullied and I was also looking for the same gift and we both got exactly what we needed. You will see how amazing the spiritual realms are and finally I understand why I have been through this hell and now I know it is over. It may not be over for my bullies but it is over for me.

This is what my friend saw in her vision. I have interpreted some of the symbols and the meanings of the names.

I see myself standing at the top of a mountain. I see valleys and green grass and flowers. I see an angel on my right. His name is Tristan. (Sorrow, Sadness) He has come to show me wisdom. I see a lion on my left. His name is Trevor. (large settlement)

I see an Owl. (symbol of wisdom) His name is Gem. (wisdom is precious like a jewel) He has come to show me love. I fly towards the owl. He takes me to the Empire State Building. I see all of New York and I see the Hudson River and New Jersey. I ask Gem, “Why have you brought me here?” He wants me to say out loud, “Bring Peace throughout the land.” I say it and the streets turn into green grass. There is no more concrete. Everything is grass, the whole city is turning into grass and there are trees that are blossoming. They are opening up and they are growing. There are kids playing on the grass. I lay on the grass and it is soft and fluffy and warm because of the sun. The sun is right above me. (The sun is a symbol of the soul)

I see a house and I walk into the house. The door is open. There are people inside the house. They are everywhere. They are watching a big screen from wall to wall that circles the whole house and they a watching a river flowing downstream and it leads to a waterfall and then it goes underwater and it comes back up to the surface and there are rocks around the river and green grass again and I am on top of the mountain again overlooking all the land.

I go up the path of clouds. I see my Grandmother. Here name is Caridad (Love, Charity) She wants me to say “Vida.” (Life) She is showing me the name Vinda. (Protector) That is what we use to call her as children. She tells me “All is well, I love you, don’t hurt anymore. All is well. We are here guiding you.” I see Tristan again and the owl and the lion. I see the green grass filled with people.

Now the sun is getting bigger. It gets so big . . . you cannot see anything but light. When you look at it . . . everything is light. I hear the words, “You are complete.” I allow the light to cleanse me and make me whole. I am floating in the light … there is no gravity, I am just floating.

Now, I am with you Beatrice in your bedroom and you are sitting on a chair by a window and you are writing. Wish is there and Merlin just came in wearing a Wizard’s hat with stars and moons and he’s wearing a robe of blue and gold and he is sitting by your feet and Wish is on your right. Merlin has his wand and it is gold with a star at the end of it. He keeps tapping your toes. Your feet have gold glitter on them now. Wish just jumped on your lap and he is licking your face. Now Merlin is dancing and laughing. He is laughing out loud . . he is rolling on the floor laughing. He says he’s bored and he walks away laughing.

I was stunned when I heard the name Vinda because the last time I was being bullied three years ago, the following happened.

THE VERY LAST THING I wrote on a thread on Myspace where the bullying began was .

“THANK YOU TANILA, I FEEL LIKE I AM STARRING IN MY OWN EPISODE OF HEE HAW!!”

And then my doorbell rang . . . and I read for a brand new client and her name was Vinda. Remember, this is three years ago and three years later the same Sanskrit name Vinda which means "Protector" is brought to me. Vinda was also an aspiring actress and I told her that she would really benefit from learning how to do guided visualization. I said, 'I don't have time to guide you on one today . . . but what I am going to do is ask my guides to give me the perfect journey of someone else with a message you need to hear. So, I took out my accordion file where I have hundreds of written journeys that I have guided people on and I randomly selected one titled 'Healing the Heart' dated December 14th, 1999!

I will just share the last part where the woman I was guiding . . . her name was Melissa sees Jesus and this is what she saw in her heart and mind.

“I see Jesus. It is Jesus but what is he doing having a picnic with me?” He's holding my hands. He's laughing. He holds me like I’m a baby and he's just rubbing the back of my head. There is a light coming and we look up at it. I ask him, “Jesus, what would you like me to know before I go back?”

“Know that I am with you. I am always with you. You're going to be a star. You are a star, in my eyes, you are a star. Believe that your voice is beautiful. Know that your voice is beautiful. Yes, it is different, but people are going to love it. You’re going to bless so many people with your song. Just let God work through you knowing that . . . you will never fear. You will not be afraid of anything or anyone. No one can hurt you. One day at a time.”

Then I said aloud, "Melissa, ask Jesus if there is anything he would like me know."

Jesus says, “Keep doing what you're doing girl." He's shaking his head. He says, “She doesn't even know. She doesn't know how rich, how blessed she is. She thinks she knows but it's even more than she can possibly imagine.” He says, “Thank you for bringing Melissa to me.”

He says to me, “Now go do what you need to do.” He just pushed my forehead. “Now just do it.”
He's going back up. I tell him, “Good-bye, I will see you again soon.”

He turns around and says, 'For sure.' and he blew me a kiss and he gives me the peace sign. It's like he's dancing as he goes up. I feel like the clouds just grabbed me and dropped me off.

I see roosters and I'm just sitting there on my butt and I'm just laughing. It's like a television show. It's staged like a scene from HEE HAW!!

I grabbed Vinda and took her to my computer and said, “Look, look at the last thing I wrote on my computer right before you rang the bell.”

THANK YOU TANILA, I FEEL LIKE I AM STARRING IN MY OWN EPISODE OF HEE HAW!

The moral of this story is . . .

When life gets you down and you just can’t take it anymore . . . just see it as an episode of Hee Haw and laugh . . . just laugh.

The next woman I read for told me she heard me laughing on a radio show I did the other day and it was my laughter that made her want to listen.